Friday, April 06, 2007

WhiTE NOisE


Sometimes I think, that life is full of moments. Moments are full of happiness, pain, memories, celebrations, defeats, and lots and lots of emotions; and each is the directly or indirectly a byproduct of relations.

Relations!!!!

Relations may be personal, business, casual or formal.
Each relation is with a person who came at a moment in your life.
Sometimes I found myself just running to catch these moments, save these relations and in the end losing them all in go or one by one.

Causes may be different.......
Most of times they fade with distances or with the tick of time.
Otherwise we lose 'em when we don't agree or accept the situations/opinions one more last time.Psychologists term it as 'ego'.

But it seems whatever we have got will be snatched away....
Whenever I feel that HE is making my life hell,
making me more frustrated;
I just meet a person who had a much harder time than me.
Then only I realizes, I still have a long way to be f*****.
Sometimes I don't even get time to laugh at myself also...

Since last 20 years I have been listening...
Been listening to my elders...to make them happy!
listening to mentors, teachers...
Listening to gods in tough times as well as good time,
All of them in a tightlipped manner!
All sounds, whispers sometimes echo.
Words of suggestions...
Agonies of dear ones...
Complaints more from strangers rather than known ones...
Blessings more from strangers than friends...
Curses/slangs more from friends than others...
Have been listening the teachings of the Geeta, Koran…
The chaos of people...
Cries of poor..
Speeches of leaders...
Melodies of bands..
Sound of bombs..
Roars of guns...
Sound of a soft kiss ..
Anthems of nations...
But never got time to listen myself...
Seems whole Universe is dissatisfied ..
Now whenever I close my eyes to listen my inner self.
All these frequencies just merge to create a noise...
like a white noice...
{http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/a/aa/White_noise.ogg}
where I can't get any of the thought, a sound which provokes no emotion...
No emotion!!!!!